July 2016: last night my husband comes home from a neighbor's to inform me that the 5 rows of corn that we had planted in his garden, with his approval along with other vegetables, were cut by the same neighbor along with climbing beans, pumpkins and whatever else was there in the corn.
The corn was planted later, but I kept it to boil and the stalks to dress the smaller trees in the winter (I hope I can pray to someone to keep giving me what I need). Good.
I find out with "joy" that the night before while my husband was digging potatoes, the same neighbor came, a little drunk, to ask if he could cut the corn because there was nothing being done there to feed it to the animals anyway. My husband jokingly replied that "we'll cut it tomorrow"...
"Tomorrow" everything was already cut, including the beans. I was boiling in my own juice all evening. I calmed down, but around 2 am I woke up and couldn't sleep for about 2 hours, also because of nerves. The stomach acidity/burning in the throat would appear as soon as I remembered and got angry, then they would disappear as soon as I realized them, absolutely immediately, and I would try to go to sleep. I would remember, get angry, the symptoms would come and go. I would calm down, done with them. So, stomach acidity = anger conflict in the active phase. It can be controlled by relaxation.
Case 2: August 2013 - I was 8 months pregnant. I slept with 4 pillows under my head and with slices of dry bread on the windowsill. Why? Night after night I had such high acidity that I would cough from the stinging all night and I couldn't get any sleep unless I ate dry bread. Why? I was angry at my situation, at the child for not "coming out" faster so I could rest, for kicking my lungs non-stop, for not letting me sit on my side, for only being able to sit on my back, for pressing on my bladder and pissing me off non-stop :). At that time I didn't know anything about NMG and thought it was normal to have heartburn.
Thank you, Dr. Hamer!
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