Half of the Body is Numb

 Some time ago, I told you about the period between 2007 and 2009 when I worked for a wonderful multinational company and ended up with myopia. If you haven't read it, you can find the details here. At the time, I was convinced that it was because I spent too much time at the computer. Totally wrong...

Today, however, I'm going to tell you about another conflict I recently became aware of, the situation that prompted me to leave the company. I endured two years in a toxic environment, alongside a manager who was a veritable energy vampire, who needed at least one person in the office to be on the verge of suicide in order to feel happy and fulfilled. She kept us under constant stress for 2-3 weeks to a month, then gave us a break to regain our energy, during which time someone else was on her list. Heavy pressure, phone calls at any time of the day (calling me at 6 a.m. to ask me something "vital" was normal, not answering would guarantee you another month of "fun" as the "favorite employee on the team"), urgent reports invented at 5 p.m. when we had to go home, and many other things I don't even want to remember. All I know is that I was devastated, I cried on my way to work, I cried on my way back, I woke up at night and thought about what awaited me the next day, and my husband found me crying alone in the bathroom. Silly child... me, not him. It was a hard, ugly, sad lesson, but it strengthened me so much that now I hardly let anyone intimidate me and I hardly stand on the sidelines when I'm right. I swallowed too much there.

Returning to the numbness, about 1-2 months before I left there, my entire left side began to go numb—my head, torso, arm, and leg, only the left side. I could use them, but they always felt numb, as if they weren't mine. My family doctor was alarmed when she heard what I was going through and, fearing a stroke or something else more serious, sent me for a neurological examination and an MRI. She told me that such conditions are not very common in people so young (I was 28), but you never know.

I went to the neurologist first. I spent about half an hour there while they checked my reflexes with a hammer and ran a key over the sole of my foot... I could only partially feel what the doctor was doing. She claimed that everything was fine and that I had nothing wrong with me. I... could only feel about 50% of the normal sensations...

I had a free MRI appointment scheduled for later, so I postponed it. A few days later, I was at a job fair—hundreds of people, heat, chaos, I hadn't eaten anything—and my vision went black. I felt the need to sit down so I wouldn't fall over. I asked my "lovely boss" for permission to go home (by text message, as she didn't attend such "boring" events) and called my husband.

When my husband heard what was wrong with me, he picked me up and took me for an MRI. He paid for it. It was quite expensive for our budget at the time, but he didn't give up until he found a clinic where we could go right away. At the MRI, after 45 minutes of "baking in the oven," everything was fine. That was when we decided together that I would quit the job. I took sick leave, sent in my resignation, and decided not to go back there, regardless of the threats regarding the termination of my contract. I was threatened that I had to come in immediately and hand over my work phone, otherwise the police would come to my home to take it. That was the last straw.

After resigning, the numbness went away shortly afterwards; I don't remember exactly when, but I don't remember being too upset about it.

And now the conclusions - what does numbness mean? I have always been sure that my condition is related to the immense pressure at work, but only recently, reading materials from New German Medicine, did I understand.

The conflict is called sensory separation conflict. Not being able to feel a person or something with your skin OR the desire to separate from someone/something you don't want to touch. Numbness is the active phase of the conflict.

Okay... but why the whole left side for me? It's very simple—because I was sitting in the office with my desk to the right of my boss. She was on my left, slightly behind me so she could always see what was on my computer screen. I had placed a metal filing cabinet between us, but it didn't help much because I knew she was always there, on my left, watching me.

So, numbness is an active conflict. This means that when you feel numbness, you need to think about who you want to separate from or who you cannot get close to. The desired closeness or separation will most likely resolve the conflict.

Good health to all,

Geo

Books to explore on the subject of new german medicine:

1. German New Medicine Experiences in Practice: An introduction to the medical discoveries of Dr. Ryke Geerd Hamer Dr. Katherine
2. German New Medicine: An Introduction to Understanding the Mind-Body Connection and Healing Naturally
3. The Psychic Roots of Disease: A New Medicine (Color Edition)
4. The German New Medicine Healing HandBook: The Ultimate Self-Healing Manual Based on Dr. Hamer’s German New Medicine Principles
5. Compendium of the 5 Biological Laws: Signs and Symptoms:German New Medicine (5 Biological Laws and New Germanic Medicine)
6. Discovering THE GERMAN NEW MEDICINE: A revolutionaryapproach to health and well-being
7. Hamer's Laws: Origin and Course of All Diseases
8. The German New Medicine at your fingertips: Dr. Hamer's revolutionary discovery for a healthy life without fear of disease
9. The FiveBiological Laws of Nature: A New Medicine (Color Edition)

 
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