10 days ago I received a very big project, very well paid, with the possibility of earning 2 weeks' worth of money in two days. The major problem - it had a deadline and a stressful timer in its description that showed me how the minutes and hours passed. I had two days to send it, I had all the time, but that timer was driving me to despair. In order to work (audio recordings) I needed perfect peace and a good mood. When I'm nervous and tired, audio recordings come out horrible.
The activity had to be done with my 5-year-old son by my side. He didn't want to sit outside, but inside the house he managed to sit quietly for 10-15 minutes. I needed at least an hour. I stopped working and waited for my husband to show up. He showed up 3 hours later, while I cooked on low heat.
When he arrived, I gave both him and the little one a huge nervous breakdown. The child was scared of me and his father decided to pick him up at 8 pm and take him to the city (15 km away) so that they could both look at the light bulbs and screwdrivers in the store - they are both professional electronics engineers.
I finished the project, sent it the next day, I received the maximum rating from the client. Everything was great...until the next day when I got a terrible dry cough. I couldn't sleep at night because I was coughing so much. I kept it like that for about 5 days. That's with 3 more projects in progress...me with a terrible voice and an even worse cough...
The explanation - chest cough, especially at night. Conflict of losing something from the territory - that is, I was afraid of not being able to send the project on time and losing the amount and the client's rating, a very high one with the possibility of giving me other projects. Today I managed to do the other projects, I cough only very rarely. In 1-2 days I am like new. The conflict was resolved at night (after I finished the recordings) as proof I was coughing very badly at night, very little during the day. The conflict was very strong even though it only lasted a few hours since it only passed in a week.
Good health!
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