Monday, March 30, 2026

Dizziness - Fear of falling literally or figuratively (failing in a project)

 

Dizziness: 6 days ago I received a big project to register. Stress, a lot of money at stake, I was afraid of failing. The first day it rained heavily, there was noise, I couldn't work. The second day the laptop charger broke. It was like I was the only one hindering myself. I probably still have the programming that I can only earn a lot of money with great efforts, otherwise I don't deserve it.


Yesterday I handed everything in, I received approval. Everything was fine until this morning when I had dizziness. About 3 hours, not very intense but disturbing. I'm sure it's related to the fear of not "falling" in front of the client, of not making a fool of myself in the conditions in which they had expressly chosen me. What I didn't know... the dizziness is in the healing phase, not in the active phase as I thought. I had resolved the conflict yesterday.


Health!

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